Sunday, December 06, 2009

Is this real?

Am I falling for him? Could this be something real? I keep wishing it could be. Every time I doubt it, he always seems to remind me. It's like he's reading my mind.
I feel as if I am thinking about him a lot. He seems like one of the only people I can hold a decent conversation with nowadays and even then most of it is choppy. Blah. What is going on with me? Is this the way I am supposed to feel?
I mean I believe I am sort of falling in either deep like or very small love with him. I'd say all this to him but I don't want him to freak out. :P
I do enjoy and respect the fact that he himself wants to take things slow. He always makes smile even when we were over 2000 miles apart. He's an amazing guy and he is also very adorable. ;D
He is more than likely the first guy I've ever felt this way about. He knows the right words to say, how to make me laugh, my family all seems to love him, especially my little cousins.
He has made these past two months the most enjoyable months I had in an extremely long time. I am not saying he's my everything but what I am saying is that he's someone I could possibly picture myself with for a very long time. I thank You, God that you made me meet him. You are an amazing God.
It's been said that when you meet the person you've been destined to be with you'll feel it in your heart. Something about Michael Mahoney is telling me that God wants him and I
To be together. I don't know how or why but I don't mind.
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