I haven't told many people this, I didn't tell you when you asked about my past, I use to think I was completely useless in the world. I believed I was not good enough for anyone, my family seemed to think the same. I use to feel that if I was just gone, no one would care. I use to write notes about how I would kill myself and almost brought myself to doing it.
Now I know that I am completely useful to many people and God alone has shown me this. He's shown me that people need me in this world and I am very fortune to be living. I talk to Him everyday of my life. I try not to remember things from my past for it just brings back bad memories. But that is what they are, memories, nothing else. They will never be in my thoughts again because God has a plan for me. God has a plan for everyone in world whether you believe in Him or not, He will always be with you.
