God, I can't take it anymore.
I try to suppress my feelings that I have towards you and just be friends with you, but every time I try, it does not seem to work.
From the first time I met you, way back when you were dating one of my friends, I could tell we would be friends for a while, which was true.
I hope you can still consider me your friend even though I don't fit your friend "quota."
I know I'm not a good athlete, I don't remember most things I've learned, and I haven't done much with my life.
But I hope you can look past all the negative things about me and see my positive things.
I've had a rough life, while you lead somewhat of the "simpler" life, not saying that you got everything you asked for and I'm not saying that I didn't get much of what I asked for either, but you always talk about all these fun and exciting things you've done while I say I've hardly done a third of that.
I'm trying to stop my feelings and just see you as a normal, regular friend. It might take longer than I hope, but if that's all we will ever be, I will bare with it and move on.
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